So I am up with my hot lemon water, trying to prepare for April. After receiving some insight from my best friend, I realized that Spring Break was pretty good. I did not travel nor did I necessarily have a "staycation." I was very productive. I slept in! I worked out most of the week… Continue reading Learning How to Love
It's been a rollercoaster week. Tonight, I have reached the point where I am questioning my relationship with God. Not my faith, at least I don't think…. I do not doubt who He is just what I have known Him to be to me. I internalize situations, meaning I try to see what I could… Continue reading Bad seeds
I vividly remember the night I sat on my parents' bed, rocking my niece to sleep, watching the news of the murder of a young teenager Black boy wearing a hoodie, clutching a bag of skittles. In my mind, I tried to visualize the scene. How fast was the boy walking? What song was playing… Continue reading What should Dreamers do
Minutes left to get post #18 out...I am sleepy and forgetting that even though this is a holiday week, I still have to work Monday and Tuesday! Thanksgiving is one of my favorite holidays.I am looking forward to laughing with family and enjoying food that I sometimes wish I would eat more often. As I… Continue reading Just a little randomness
I almost forgot to write... Continuing from yesterday's rant, I have decided a solution is for me to start over. I need to move. Maybe to another city but I think a different state would be best. Because I am living with my parents, I thought that maybe just getting my own place would appease… Continue reading Whoa…Day 6
I almost skipped today because I'm an emotional wreck. I feel stuck. As much as 2018 has been about my 1st, it has also been about truly feeling stuck. I physically do not like where I am and need a change, a move. Praying and asking God to show me what I have missed because… Continue reading Day 5
avoiding eye contact on a Sunday morning
It's too early to give up...